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"We shall draw
from the heart of suffering itself the
means of inspiration and survival."
—Winston Churchill
In January 1982, American Steven
Callahan set sail from the Canary
Islands in a small sailboat he'd built
himself, his plan to cross the Atlantic.
He was 30 years old, fit, capable and
looking forward to the voyage that had
been his dream since boyhood. Six days
later while he slept content in his
berth, the boat struck something big,
most likely a whale, and capsized.
Awakened by the collision, Callahan had
only a few precious seconds to grab what
he could before scrambling to position
himself safely aboard a five-foot
inflatable dinghy.
Having managed to grab only a bit of
food and some bottled water, along with
a solar still for making sea water
potable and a fishing harpoon gun,
Callahan knew from the onset that his
chances of survival were not good. He
had no way of knowing, however, that he
was about to embark on an amazing
journey in self-reliance that would last
an astounding 76 days and carry him
1,800 miles across a vast and
frightening sea.
During his ordeal, Callahan faced death
continually, fighting off sharks,
exhaustion and the utter hopelessness of
watching ships pass without noticing
him. But despite the terror presented in
every moment, he held tight to his wits
and forced himself to think his way
through each situation as it presented
itself. After losing the launching
mechanism to the fishing gun, for
instance, he lashed the harpoon to the
gun and used it like a spear, often
kneeling motionless for hours waiting
for an unsuspecting fish to swim into
the perfect spot before jabbing it. As
his body weakened from hunger and the
intense and relentless heat of the sun,
he scraped bits of rust from the bottom
of metal food containers into his
drinking water, hoping the iron would
strengthen him.
Faced with such formidable odds, giving
up would have seemed the only rational
thing to do for most, but Callahan was
not like most. One of that rare breed of
survivors who understands that we all
have within us the power to carry on in
spite of overwhelming circumstance,
Callahan became his own survival coach,
talking to himself constantly,
convincing himself over and over again
that he could make it.
"I tell myself I can handle it,"
Callahan later wrote in Adrift At Sea,
his narrative accounting of the ordeal.
"Compared to what others have been
through, I'm fortunate."
It's hard to imagine circumstances more
unfortuitous than being lost at sea, but
perhaps Callahan was thinking of
Holocaust survivor Victor Frankl, who as
a young Austrian doctor forty years
before, had found himself in perhaps
even more terrorizing circumstances when
along with his young bride, his parents
and his brother, he was arrested,
stripped of everything he held precious,
and taken to the concentration camp at
Auschwitz.
In the early days of his imprisonment
Frankl kept his mind alert by trying to
reconstruct the manuscript he'd been
writing prior to his arrest. First
recalling it word for word in his mind,
and then writing it down on stolen slips
of paper, Frankl realized the completion
of this task gave him purpose, a reason
for holding on to a vision of the
future.
Later, when during a particularly
grueling pre-dawn march, another
prisoner commented on the fate of their
wives, Frankl discovered that as long as
his memory of his wife remained, he
could keep her present with him. Knowing
she might already be dead, he accepted
the possibility and then told himself
that as long as he could keep her in his
mind, she would remain alive to him.
Later Frankl wrote that it was in that
moment that "I understood how a man who
has nothing left in this world still may
know bliss."
It would be his discovery that
meaningfulness can be found in suffering
that would most impress Frankl and lead
to his life's work.
"Everything can be taken from a man or a
woman," he wrote years later, "but one
thing: the last of human freedoms to
choose one's attitude in any given set
of circumstances, to choose one's own
way."
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